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Early memories of Nikki's life in Charleston S. Nikki's beautiful mother Sandy produced gallery quality paintings, finding solace in art from her troubled thoughts. Attracting the attention of an older wealthy businessman who lavished Sandy with costly gifts, travel, and promises of a higher standard of living, Sandy divorced her husband and married Stephen.
Frequently confused and frightened, Nikki saw ghostly shadow figures in her room late at night and was terrified of a spooky antique doll given to her as a gift. Sandy told her the visions were no big deal, she had seen some as well. In Sandy was admitted to Rayside Heights, a local mental facility where she received a dual-diagnosis for serious mental illnesses.
Nikki had observed Sandy's distinct personalities: Henrietta- child-like, forcing Nikki into the parental roleJulie- angry, verbally abusive, violent and Betty- sexually impulsive, provocative and promiscuous. Deeply concerned about Nikki, her father was an easy target for her manipulation. Nikki easily lied and stole money from him to buy binge food, alcohol and weed. Accepted by the popular girls at school, Nikki skipped school and partied with the in-crowd. However, when they discovered the large volumes of missing party food, also the missing food from their homes after Nikki visited, they bullied and taunted her endlessly.
Nikki's marriage to Benjamin on June 12,was a proud memorable moment, her father gave her away in a traditional wedding ceremony. The couple moved to San Diego, divorced in : there Nikki was discovered at the local Club Republic by a fashion editor for "Isabelle" magazine.
Nikki's modeling career was launched when she moved to Los Angeles: her photo shots were featured in all the popular fashion magazines including Vogue and Vanity Fair. There was hardly enough time to fully enjoy this new exciting career! Industry managers constantly pushed the models to alter their appearance with breast implants, liposuction, and various enhancement surgical procedures. The pressure to remain thin was tremendous, as Nikki spent enormous amounts of energy hiding her eating disorder and family problems.
An agency therapist offered two sessions weekly, but Nikki would need to remain free of her eating disorder. Nikki and her partner Oliver were living in a small apartment in Jersey City on October 12, when Hurricane Sandy "stampeded" accross the East Coast. Surprisingly, their apartment building remained intact and good condition. Looking up into the sky, they were in awe of a glorious rainbow, its splendor of Album) promise spread across the atmosphere for all those below.
Photos and a helpful resource list included. View 1 comment. I have so much respect for Nikki Dubose for sharing so much of her life and the toughest of times with us. I admire her honesty and I have the upmost respect Album) her. You can't scrutinise this piece of writing at all as she has literally poured her life into writing form and you just can't fault that.
This book will definitely, without a doubt, help people. Not only is this a memoir but also a self-help book to such a wide audience. I'll have a longer review on the blog soon with further thought I have so much respect for Nikki Dubose for sharing so much of her life and the toughest of times with us.
Oct 15, Mindfoodly rated it liked it. Nikki's journey to discover true self-love, after years believing destructive lies about her beauty, body and worth, is inspiring. Washed Away is a true, and much needed, love letter to anyone - man or woman, struggling to believe they matter. This book will remind you that you're good enough as you are, and inspire you in your own recovery journey. Nov 18, Zee Monodee rated it it was amazing Shelves: 1st-personcontemporarynon-fiction. All while reading this memoir and long after I'd finished it, I kept asking myself how this little girl and then this young woman managed to hold it together and make it this far in life and on top of that, managing to be so candid and frank and well, brutally honest about what she'd been through It appears Nikki DuBose and I aren't that far apart in age, so this rang even closer to my heart because we were almost the same age at the same time and look what she'd been going through.
I won't go All while reading this memoir and long after I'd finished it, I kept asking myself how this little girl and then this young woman managed to hold it together and make it this far in life and on top of that, managing to be so candid and frank and well, brutally honest about what she'd been through I won't go into details about what her life has been like - trust me, I cannot rehash it in any way that would be justice to the utter poignancy and heart-wrenching prose of her words in this memoir.
It's shocking, hurting, baleful, utterly grasping all while it is absolutely horrifying, too. All throughout, I wanted to reach in and pull this girl into my arms for a hug.
To be honest, I got through much of the harder parts of this tale knowing that this person ultimately seemed to have made it to a place where she finally found peace - I wouldn't have been able to take it if she hadn't. This is a story that will ring with you and haunt you and stay with you long after you've finished it.
For me, it's a must read for anyone who feels life has beaten them down in any way and who is looking for a lick of hope and a trace of light to cling to so as to get out of Memories Just Wash Away - Project Skyward - Moved By Opposing Forces (CD darkness. Apr 03, Fiona Thomas rated it it was amazing.
Loved this book and read it in a matter of days. Truthful and powerful account of how one woman suffered constant abuse and battled addictions, mental illness and an eating disorder.
A real page turner! Apr 07, Haley rated it liked it Shelves: mental-healthown-it-read. Washed Away is the story of two women, actually—not just Nikki herself, but also her mother. Her life was basically just a boulder rolling down a mountain—there was no way to stop it until the very bottom—and that boulder crushed everything in its path. And Nikki was crushed by everything imaginable. It is so easy to feel hopeless while reading a book like this because there seemingly is no end to the tragedy that this woman went through in her life.
But she found her way out. I cannot imagine how impossible recovery seemed, but her epilogue was full of all the hope that was missing in the rest of the pages.
Just be aware that this is a very triggering story, so take care. Dec 02, Cynthia Craig rated it it was ok. But her writing style is not good. I also think this book will make anyone who had an abortion feel terrible about themselves because, in the last chapter of the book, she basically says her abortion was murder and that she needs for forgiveness for it. So, if you are Christian, anti-choice, and struggling with an eating disorder or addiction, this book might help you, and you should give it a try.
Anything that helps people who are hurting is worthwhile. And there are other ways to maintain your recovery than believing in God. Apr 13, Stefanie Jung rated it it was amazing. Nikki writes with such integrity and heart that it's impossible to not emphasize with her. Project Skyward - Hungry ghost Album Mix 6. Project Skyward - Lunacy 7. Project Skyward - Fractured 8. Project Skyward - Memories just wash away 9.
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