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I am sorry to read of all the cases that could have been prevented with better MOPP suits, masks and better testing by actually informing the lab rats and getting authorization that they would be used.
If you have any questions about our research or would like to learn more about it, please contact us at or GWIC bu. I was in Baumholder, Germany from Attached to rd Combat Engineer Battalion. I also know of a fellow brother of mine in the same unit that has Lupus.
Very sad my fellow brothers and sisters have to go through this after serving our country. I too am now 49 years old going on 60! May God Bless is all!! I was in King Fahd, 1st M. I refused. They rejected 5 requests for vocational rehab.
Off grid and rogue to the grave. Best thing I ever did for myself. I worked in at a VA benefits office for a few years processing disability claims. The priority of management was the speed at which claims were processed. As long as processing times were good, they got their bonus.
There seemed to be little concern with doing what was right. Take a recent college graduate with no military background. Make him a claims rater and give him a quota with bonus as an incentive. In most cases, he would just dig into a veterans file enough to get the claim processed. Denials were faster and the faster you processed the claims the better bonus you received. If that is true, then the VA has a major issue…. People are trying to survive and live. A second time…… Lawsuits might wake them up….
I am a British Royal Navy veteran of this war with similar medical conditions yet in Britain our government declines the link between these conditions. They are probably waiting until more of us are dead, like they did with the nuclear test veterans before they acknowledge GWO.
I think your country is holding the light to show other countries the way. Good luck to all you and good health, or at least better health. Please let us know if we can answer any questions for you or provide any more information that may be helpful to you. I have had memory issue since the gulf war an in the last 3 years it has become more progressive. My wife is getting really worried and so am I. I took everything they gave use. Our unit even had formations to insurer we took our pills.
Gulf war vet. All these diseases accurately describes what I have been dealing with since before I retired from the Corps in Prostate cancer surgery inhigh blood pressure with 3-medications, 4-cardiac ablations, chronic fatigue, severe arthritis, type-2 diabetes and depression and anxiety.
Who lives like a 70 year old man. I have been diagnosed with so many different conditions, that just wreck my body. I was gassed numours times. They told us they all malfunctioned. Every night for to many nights to count and some days. I was in the 12th Aviation brigade. With a extra Apache battalion. So we covered miles of desert when we would occupy a area. We stayed in affected are for weeks. The sealed bags were all ready tore open and their only good for 24 hours once open. The suits where design to fight the Russians in the Folda gap.
Not Iraq in the desert. So they broke down faster in the desert heat. I know we took the PB pills as directed, exposed to gas, was sick with a My medical records never made it back and now this.
I am 53 right now have high blood pressure, high triglycerides, sleep apnea, irregular heartbeat, and look older than my brother who is 10 years older than me. Wish I could tell Torturing Nurse / Soma (11) - Chilled (CDr) story once and have someone advocate for me while I do my job. Yes I have anger issues and feel that the VA and Gov. Thank those willing to take the time to read and listen.
If you need any other resources, are interested in our study, or if we can help in any other way, please reach out to our team at GWIC bu. I have to make a living…I have to work, as long as this body can…. I do believe they will put us all off til we die off…. So much for our sacrifice and answering to the call of duty.
We are seemingly on our own…Yes it causes anger. I remember the chemical detectors going off and dogs dying around us. Oil fires, the shits and the pills we took I believe caused me issues.
Had my Prostate and right Kidney removed and currently on Chemotherapy fighting. Anybody else have any medical issues? I know I have same issues as rest of you… who knows? Wre a stationary hospital and about miles south of Iraq border. We were exposed to oil well smoke and ONE loud scud explosion near us. I turned 24 after I got back. I was physically okay for several years but my coping skills seem to slip.
I saw several therapist and took anti depression meds on and off. Before I turned 40 I needed thyroid hormone replacement. I then joined VA healthcare and tested everything outside mental health. I have a hiatal hernia, degenitive disk disease in lower spine, positive bloodwork for chrones disease although CT clean. Been taking melatonin and erbs for sleep for years, I quit statin when fatigue got worse and my liver enzyme shot up ALT. At 50 I got VA non svc connect pension. Help us please!
Please let us know if we can answer any questions for you or provide information about seeking health care and treatment. Thank you for this. Thank you so much for this info. Thank you for your interest in our research, and we hope it proves helpful.
Regarding children of GW veterans- have there been any studies or outreach surveys for percentage, aif any, of children having auto-immune issues? Specifically, GW veteran children having Psoriasis, but also any increase for all auto-immune issues. Also, is there any significant theory that Sarin, Cycolsarin, DU, oil well fires, and other regional environmentals, causes DNA breakdown?
Thank you- jc. Please contact us at GWIC bu. Served in the Persian Gulf from August April I have PTSD, chronic fatigue, chronic joint pain, panic attacks, high blood pressure, high cholesterol, headaches, depression, anxiety, and Short term memory loss. Feel free to email me or call me at jetmechst gmail. If you have questions about participating our research or would like information about seeking healthcare and claims from the VA, please contact us at or email GWIC bu.
I have PTSD, degenerative disc disease, depression, anxiety, chronic joint pain,short term memory problems,2 heart attacks,2 spinal fusion. I was very healthy when deployed and when I got home but as time passes these problems started to plague me I tried to stay in shape but it has gotten progressively harder. If you have questions about participating in our research or would like information about seeking healthcare from the VA, please contact us at or email GWIC bu.
My Primary doctor blames everything that has ever been wrong with me on my weight. Is there any help out here for me? I feel like dying little by little each day. If you have questions about our research or would like information about seeking healthcare from the VA, please contact us at or email GWIC bu.
I got sick once, passed out, awoke in a British hospital. About 10 years later, at 30, my endocrine system was about completely shot. Even though I have no family history of any issues like this affecting a living father, mother, and 3 older siblings. Hypothyroidism, hypogonadism, Torturing Nurse / Soma (11) - Chilled (CDr), etc, etc. Cronic fatigue and bronchitis. I dont know if anyone else suffers from a damaged endocrine system, but if anyone would care to collect information on me for a study that might lead to some answers, feel free to reach out to me or ask me to get in touch with you.
If you are interested in learning more about participating in our research, please give us a call at or an email to GWIC bu. Someone has to realize that some of us work till we are overcome physically and mentally.
A phone call will not come close to fixing our lives. I was in the Gulf War I got high blood pressure, high cholesterol, skin rash all over my body, joint derteriation, memory lost, body achesarthritis. We are so sorry to hear about your health problems. If you would like to learn more about our study or want information about seeking health care and treatment, please call us at or email us at GWIC bu.
My conditions is getting worse, digestion n memory. These two things is not part of my service connection. We need answers n help. VA is not getting us the help we need. I live in Indianapolis Indiana. Being on that desert with the oil wells burning n everything else is going on.
I came in just in time to deploy to desert storm. I retire of 30 years in February Was in the Marines. Was in desert storm snd shield. Had the anthrax and other shots. Made the big golf ball sized knots in the back of your arms.
Was around all the burn pits, burning oil fields etc. Now I fight chronic bronchitis, pneumonia, heart problems, joint pain, anxiety, Gaul bladder problems snd nearly every single problem associated to what ever the hell happened over there but the people in charge wants nothing to do with it. I have been a workaholic for years but now I am coming to the point of coughing up blood and pain in my joints are so bad Torturing Nurse / Soma (11) - Chilled (CDr) am now limited to what I can even do.
I feel like all us vets have been given a second chance to die for our country. Semper Fi. GW vet here…in addition to bp and cholesterol, high glucose, and a couple of heart stents, we discovered a pituitary tumor in which had been hiding out for years, growing to about the size of a walnut and producing excessive amounts of growth hormone…acromegaly occurred.
You have one life, and one death, right? OK, most people do, anyway. How do you increase a ratio of one to one? He also has extensive scaring around his lungs from all the burning oil he was exposed to in Kuwait and probably other chemicals from the scud attack in Jabal Al. My thoughts and prayers go out to every single one of you that served and now are suffering with this horrible illness. God Bless. If he would like to participate in our study or would like more information about seeking health care and treatment, please contact us at or GWIC bu.
Joint pain, fatigue and memory problems have been my biggest problems. Started slowly after returning but feels like I fell off a cliff about 5 years ago, turning 55 this year. If you would like to participate in another study or want more information about health care and treatment, please give us a call at or email us at GWIC bu. I am now 52 and have been on cholesterol meds since age I now have type II diabetes, high blood pressure, sleep apnea and arthritis and chronic pain in my knees, back and shoulders.
I get bronchitis about once or twice a year. We are sorry to hear about your health problems and thank you for your interest in our research. I also took the pills and shots. When I asked if they would put them on my medical records, they said no. Had a massive heart attack at the age of Now my cholesterol and blood pressure if high. I am a gulf war veteran. Combat support in log base echo. Rheumatoid arthritis …etc basically at 48 I have the capability of someone in his 70s I am writing this to support claim of my fellow comrades.
God bless you and thank you for your service. The article states they were unable to find enough females for the study. Additionally need to check with the unit I was assigned to. To include myself. I was in Engr Co Engr.
Battalion during Gulf War. This is real. I am the only person I know that was diagnosed with this by a civilian doctor several years ago. I have researched many different areas of this and live it. I retired in 94 and started having problems with my hips shortly after. In at the age of 45 I had to have double hip replacement. The VA doctor diagnosed it as avascular necrosis he said it was caused by too much drinking.
Anyone else with this problem. Please contact me at snatchblock aol. I am ready to give up on the system but I gave 20 years of my life to this country and think I deserve better than this. I was given shots and had to take pb pills. High blood pressure, stage 5 renal failure and trying to get va disability. I would like to know if there is any desert storm veteran with renal failure and what steps they took. We serve with honor, but we are not being served with honor from our country. C-files included.
I was in the 82nd Airborne Division and pushed into Iraq during the ground war. I received anthrax vaccinations, took PB pills every 8 hours as ordered and a mystery pill given ordered to us the night we pushed into Iraq. We were in the area were our engineers blew up Iraqi ordinance containing sarin.
There were blown up Iraqi burning tanks and vehicles, enemy bunkers, dead bodies etc. We are so sorry to hear about your serious health problems. We would like to help you in any way we can. I feel you brother. Try Eat greens and it will turn your gut bacteria around. Walking a mile or more a day will stimulate and help the gut to lower the chronic fatigue and the other stuff.
Stop eating anything with pesticides. It is just watered down nerve agent. Wheat has a ton as does corn… Just eat rice and potatoes for a weeks and see how you feel. I am an army DSS veteran who spent 20 years on active duty, serving on 3 continents as a nurse anesthetist. I retired in from the army. We were exposed to many other environmental toxins as mentioned in other posts. Those medical members have had difficulty getting service connection too. Our hospital commander was also a VA physician who was having trouble getting his own troops service connected.
But the VA has become better now so please resubmit your claims! The first author is Dr. I recommend veterans get this article and share it with their physicians!
I went to the one in New Jersey. But also every Desert Storm vet is entitled to a Gulf War Exam by a physician, using in a post-deployment or post clinic setting, regardless of whether they are registered with the VA for routine care….
Including copies of GWI research inclusion and participation as an affected Gulf War Veteran will help your claim for connection too, in my opinion. The paper trail of: 1. Gulf War exam, 2. These physicians are the toxicology experts on environmental exposures.
Or paying out of pocket for a visit to a board certified occupational and environmental medicine physician specialist may help you casually link your exposures to your Gulf War symptoms. GWI research supports the use of ubiquinol, but do discuss ubiquinol use with your physician before taking this supplement.
CBD oil which has anti-inflammation properties, should be from a manufacturer that has third party testing to make sure there is no pesticide residue and no lead contaminants. Many of us have depression with GWI and indeed it is often because we do not, as exposed Gulf War 1 vets, make enough of the neuro-transmitter: dopamine. So treatment with the prescription drug Wellbutrin may be very helpful for both depression and fatigue. My Rx was prescribed by my VA psychiatric nurse clinician.
I had other symptoms during or after the war: urinary frequency, memory challenges, distraction almost like ADHD, cognitive challenges, hypothyroidism, difficulty discerning fullness after eating, low libido, non-restorative sleep, increased muscular tension in some muscles that require acupuncture and PT, weakness in other muscles and delayed nerve conduction, trouble with balance, With aging I now have elevated blood sugar levels and I have osteoporosis.
I have low salivary cortisol. I will be asking to have a full endocrine work-up soon and will ask that my endocrinologist read endocrine research done by Bronx VA, Dr. Julia Golier, as a guide for their approach.
I am service connected just this year. I have been reading many complaints in posts about the VA. This is a Congress issue more than a VA issue. And ultimately this is a USA citizen issue. Citizens love soldiers because soldiers do what most citizens do not want to do. But citizens do not love veterans. Also, tell your congressmen and women that you do not want privatized healthcare as vets! I have been disappointed in these contractors.
Do you want this? I do not. Privatization of VA is happening. Congress in awarded 6. That contract may have already been extended further. Write your Congress about your inabilities to get service connected. Write your president about not privatizing the VA.
Right now Gulf War 1 vets cannot get care and case managers in post-deployment clinics, only post vets can get this as warriors. Vietnam vets can get service connection presumptively from dioxin exposure as a contaminate in Agent Orange for diabetes, ischemic heart disease, prostate cancer and cancers of the respiratory tract, but Gulf War 1 vets exposed to the same toxic dioxin, from burning plastics in burn pitscannot get presumptively service connected for the same illnesses!
Presumption for service connection comes from Congress telling the VA what it should prioritize and by Congress providing the VA funding to get it done! Pay attention to the next election and see who is helping big business LHI get ahead and who is really helping Gold Star families.
I am a gulf war vet. And I have had since i was 38 after leaving the military. High blood pressure, diabetes, ptsd, depression, now just had 5 bypasses of heart did 3 months ago.
But no prior warning to heart issues and get seen by va and civilian doctors routinely. Took pb tabs and other stuff during and after desert storm.
This is crazy i atleast finally received percent disability. But memory is not good and all the health conditions have made me feel 20 years older. And my heart doctors said 48 is crazy low age to have all 5 major heart veins completely blocked. Very interesting study and article. In the tip of the 3rd Amor spear. Maximum exposure plus maximum exposure to the burning Kuwaiti oil field for two and a half months. I have most of the symptoms described above and did something about my health myself after I learned that the VA is not collecting information on the Gulf War Illnesses.
I have learned that the only successful treatment is by nutrition by way of supplements to support every function of the human body. The Gulf war illness ravages the body due to the digestion systems lack of capability, which impairs the immune system.
Then homeostasis falls apart like a house of cards. Nutrition defines homeostasis…each type of tissue requires an exact type of nutrition, each process within each internal organ requires an exact type of nutrition. Pharmaceuticals are a foreign substance that the immune system cannot deal with while fighting off bacteria and fungi at the same time, which further weakens the immune system leading to increased aging and severe health issues.
If any health organization is interested in actually healing sick vets by way of my prescribed method of nutrition contact me. I am a 67 year old veteran of the Royal Air Force. I was deployed to the Saudi Airbase at Dhahran at Christmas I was employed as the senior electrician on the NBC Cell. On the 19 January a Scud missile was intercepted by a Patriot missile.
The war head of the Scud landed on the airfield within yards of me and immediately 27individual devices sounded the alarm. These devices were not connected in any way. When we carried out the final test, a series 3 RVD Residual Vapour tests it indicated a non persistent nerve agent.
A desk bound warrior at the MOD Ministry of Defence based in London, told us it was unburnt fuel from aircraft taking off. I have had 27 yes 27 heart attacks, have COPD Chronic obstructive pulmonary disease MOD diagnosishave severe memory problems and am in a wheelchair due to sever arthritis in the spine, hips and legs.
I would like to take part in your testing but unfortunately cannot afford to fly to Boston. Yours sincerely Richard Turnbull.
Do you live in the UK? If you live in the UK has your socialized medicine health care system taken care of all your related health issues and provided you with funds if you can no longer work? I am sorry to hear about all your health issues. This is a long, lonely road, but I hope for medical insights soon that can help us all live better as we advance in age. I just saw this article appear on my phone news feed. I too have multi symptom gastro, pulmonary, muscular skeletal, memory, and sleep issues.
I started having these symptoms in 92 and went to the VA complaining of them. I never have a solid stool for example even to this day.
They did all sorts of tests on me and found pulmonary impairment but blamed it on my couple of years smoking with zero follow up action.
I was young and graduated college. I went into private care with insurance from there so complaining of symptoms. No doctor could ever find anything wrong. Frankly I just gave up and dealt with the symptoms my whole adult life. Fast forward to today and for the past several months at the age of 49 I feel like a senior citizen. I have a malaise which makes me feel like getting out of bed is climbing Mount Everest. I saw that the VA admits all this stuff now and there is a presumed connection if you have the symptoms.
My primary DR has since found after much teeth pulling and demanding tests that I do have a pulmonary Torturing Nurse / Soma (11) - Chilled (CDr) issue and has measured nodules all over my lungs from ct scan. Done zero with gastro and she is sure it is allergies…. I have been exposed they know what this stuff does to the human body and they refuse to treat me as such. They are treating me like a normal human who has never had any exposures and assigning diagnosis that doesnt fit….
They do not care about the troops. I am trying to gather these stories and maybe form a class action lawsuit or whatever it takes to demand accountability from this corrupt government who really treats injured vets like trash!
I can completely relate to the memory loss as it has been frustrating and time consuming since I came home from Desert Storm. I experience deep joint, muscle and nerve pain which upon return home it began once in a while and now has me crawling across house floors every evening after work because of the tremendous pain.
I am fortunate to wake on any day without needing minutes to be on my feet and broken blood vessels appear frequently at the nerve endings of each joint below my waste.
I am not upset about the many problems I came home with when I was young and serving because ultimately, we were all part of preliminary studies in other facets of medicine that were done to help other service members today and in the future but when the pain comes after a hard day or when muscles spasm without warning and when I feel like someone is pushing a blade into my legs, those are the days I am reminded of the smoke filled black air and soot of various oils and chemicals which set at the top 3 inches of the ocean surface and I contemplate if I or anyone else who was there could have done more to avoid exposure.
Not likely. Please contact me discardedvet on twitter and search youtube for discardedvet. Link to youtube is on twitter bio. I am trying to unite all of us with these issues together so we can figure out exactly what has gone wrong with us and demand accountability from our government. I am livestreaming my experience through the VA, the hurdles, and my story about the barriers placed before me in this fight for my health. I know many others are going through the same thing as me.
My life was fine for first few years after I got out in November of I worked ALOT! But then again I was only 27 yrs old when I got out! Freshly married and pumped 3 kids out by 98, worked my ass off to provide for them and keep my wife at home to raise them, with all that going on i never realized all of my problems as they snuck up on me til one day they finally caught up with me and smacked me right in the throat!
PTSD, chronic pain, severe arthritis, my joints hurt all over every day! I got addicted to the oxy pain killers bad, then the VA cut me off cold turkey! It cost me my job my house and my relationship with all 3 of my kids as they totally disowned me and my wife because of the whole situation. Thank God for my beautiful wife of over 25 years now because she is all that I have left and always has my 6 even through 2 suicide attempts!
I have been getting treatment from the VA for depression, PTSD, chronic pain and night terrors which leaves me with approximately 2hrs of sleep every days for approximately 12 years now, so while they admit that I do have all these problems and they do treat me for them, they deny any responsibility for any of it and have denied my claims several times now.
Living in a 2 room studio type place off of unemployment that just covers the rent! Good luck to everyone and keep fighting for what we all deserve for our time and suffering! God Bless! Attn mr trump and wife kids friends and miss silk and Dimond. God bless you all amen. Battlecat strikes with guitars, but SIDS is a synthpunk band, and a really good one cut from the mold of the early pioneers such as the Screamers and Nervous Gender. The singer sounds the same for both bands, so I assume that these bands are more closely related than merely sharing a label and hometown.
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I saw them play last weekend in the basement of the Turtle House in Davis, and these boys are onto something. E-Bow guitar, synth, a bent keyboard, and miscellaneous electronics jam together in a diverse array of Torturing Nurse / Soma (11) - Chilled (CDr) that stretch from icy goth to rhythmic powernoise to screaming sociopathic power-electronics. I sense these guys taking their previous fascinations of screamo into darker experimental depths as their tastes have veered into the avant-garde.
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